Head Qtrs Baty no 14

Feb 17^th 1865

 

My Own Dear Laura.

                                    Your most kind and welcome missive came to hand last night. I was so glad to hear from you again. I have written twice to you this week, and I could not contrive what had happened. I am too sorry to hear that you are sick. I am quite sure you make yourself more trouble about me than you should. you know twill not make it any better for me and it adds to your troubles. I do not expect it and do not deserve it. I assure you I am comfortable. I have enough to eat and sleep warm I have plenty of clothing and want for nothing but home to my best and dearest friend. do not think that I am not true and constant. if you do you know not my longing heart / tis true I am exposed to many dangers of battle but always bear in mind that more men die of disease than in battle. you are doing wrong when you worry and fret about unworthy me. I am much better off than thousands of others who have too friends near and dear. I am sometimes inclined to think you do by times doubt me, that I neglect paying the respect I should toward you in writing. I am exceedingly sorry for this. I have always tried to please you, however appearances may be against me. I may have annoyed you but if I have done so twas not intended. My affections cling around you, if possible stronger than ever, and I shall if possible fulfill what I have promised you, but remember do not be so impatient you know how I am situated. I am trying to tell you what I think is my duty, and if you will but do as I tell you, I am sure you will not regret taking my advice. 

 

I will give you my opinion regarding the close of the War. I think next summer will end it but not until some bloody and sanguine battles are fought. The rebels are still strong and defiant and must be beaten before we will see that happy peace.

 

I have not heard from Brother since the battle and cant tell whether he lives or not. We were not engaged in the battle with the army, although some of the 2^nd Corps was, but you have read all this in the press, so I will not waste time to write. I think you must have plenty of good times with so much snow and good parties. we have had no snow here, but plenty of rain and mud.

 

I think Lieut Campbell will come home some time this month. please tell Sarah Ann she should not mention to him that I said anything about him and Jane Raker. I might have said something and as him and I am have / quit writing, he would not like to have it cast up to him

 

This has been a wet stormy day. we had intended to have our monthly inspection to day but the storm prevented it

 

We have good news from Sherman this morning and look for to hear of the fate of Charleston in a short time. he is going like a steamboat through South Carolina and the Rebs cant impede his progress. he is the best man in our Army and will wind up the war soon.

 

I will now close by sending my love to all and will look for an answer soon.

 

I remain your devoted friend always

                                                           

WHThurston

Lieut Baty F 1^st Pa Arty

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