Camp Lander

Wenham Mass

October 3^rd Eve. 1862

 

My Very Dear Martha

                                    Do not be frightened at receiving another letter from me again so soon.

 

You will perhaps see by the papers that we are under marching orders to take effect as soon as transportation can be furnished We are to go to Newbern, North Carolina, Just the place, you may remember that I have always said I should like to go to.

 

The Capt says he hopes to be able to let us go home again on a very short furlough, but it is a little doubtful.

 

Just as soon as I know, if I know any time before hand, I / will write you before whether I can come or not.

 

I feel that for a few weeks to come you will feel the loneliness of your situation perhaps more than at any other time.

 

Do not allow yourself to get back into the old way of looking on the dark side.

 

Providence has smiled upon us so far, has he not? How we have been sustained and strengthened How we have felt the prayers of our friends lifting us up till we could grasp the throne and rest in the arms of our Dear Father above. And shall we distrust Him now?

 

I received your letter tonight It was very precious to me.

 

I was sorry to find that Eddie took my leiving so much to heart You must lead his mind off / from it when he seems to dwell upon it too much

 

Very likely in going to Newbern I shall not see active service for some time

 

 We have been paid our bounty today. If I can come home I shall bring it. If I cant, I shall send it, but I dont think there is much doubt about my coming.

 

I am still very well.

 

Our officers came on today and the regiment past in review before them. It was said that we made a fine appearance. I cannot write more tonight but will write again soon if I do not come. I think I will not stop to write to Eddie tonight but tell him that papa thinks of him very often and prays for him (and for you) every day

 

With very much love to you both & to all Friends I am Ever Your Charles

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