John Griffen Scoville to family

Memphis                     this                  Sept 20^th                      62

 

Dear Ruth good morning [stained]

 

O how can i bare to [stained]

 

name ever dear but i will write to my wife and children yes eaven when troubles comes ore my mind and sharp anguish and affliction comes i will try to write yes if it ware all i could do i must tis a duty to you and to my god

 

            Now sweetest and dearest and best friend on earth i am not well i am home sick but you may think that i mite be at home but i have tryed for furlows and discharges untill i am discouraged. do you think of me ofton or am i forgotton for some time and some thing occurs that causes my name to be spoken. O how many different scenes of life this life tis but a desert drear, heaven is my home there i will sing of him who washed my sins away and be with angles there is no battle field there all, all is love yes love what is love maby i could tell but pleas o pleas my dear one tell me what love is 123456 i want to see you all so bad that i dream of you ofton my heart is with you but this body is a way away down south in dixe maby i will see you on earth i still hope i may i have not herd from you for a long time i sent a box of clothing by express look at the express office at marion i did not prepay it let me know how much they charged $175 is what they sayed it would be i had no money at that time o the scenes of camp life you may have a [stained] /

 

Memphis Tenn Sept 20  62

when will i see my dear companion and children dear…will it be on this side of that eternity or will god in his goodness and mercy permit me a soldier to live to see his affectionate family and spend a few years in peace and joy o may the lord bless all of you i trust i have your prayers dear one

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well thank god i have herd from you once more it brings me good news yes that you are well again but i am sorry that you think that i did not aprove of Lols doings now Ruth read that letter again and see if i spoke so rong maby you did not understand me i sayed it was hard to give her to another man if i wrote rong things pleas forgive me

 

O i think that i will come to you some day i will come as soon as i can if i live i know it is well enough to have loveing friends but i cant buy friends at present nor would i give much for friends that have to be bought one good one onely i wish to love more than all others on earth [stained] and prais him for his blessings and promises

 

well i have just had dinner i red your letters with much pleasure o my dear Ruth dont pleas dont blame me if you knew my feelings i have a heart as well as anyone but all will [stained] when i get [stained] i can explain all [stained]

 

tell J W that i respect him and wish him well, and my dear Laura pleas do as you think best and all will be well put your trust in the lord J.G.S.

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